Call me Gia :) "Gianina celienne P. calica" :) 16 yrs. old :)

escafeism:

But how would you know if you finally got over someone?

Is it when you wake up in the morning and your first thought is no longer about that person or how much it hurts now that you are gone from each others’ lives? Is it when you are able to go on with your daily routine without hoping for a…

Him: I love her, really. But... I just can't stay.
His Bestfriend: When you really love someone, there are no buts, no what ifs. You just take the risks that come your way because losing her over something that you could've have fixed isn't worth it.There are no what ifs because you are more than willing to experience everything with her, may it be good or bad because you know the lesson's worth learning since it's going to help you both as individuals. When you really love someone, you'd rather go through storms together rather than face them alone. You're willing to fight for the relationship even if it may cause you to sacrifice something. You'd do everything just to be with her, just to see her smile, hold her hands, kiss her, inhale her scent and fall in love with every detail of her being. When you really love someone, you're willing to commit and be exclusive. Now, if you really love her, you won't be standing here in front of me, telling me all the reasons why you can't stay. Because man, if you really love her, you'd never think of leaving her and let another man have her. If you really love her, you would be braver and stronger for her sake and your relationship. If you really love her, you wouldn't be the coward that you are right now.
— Everything you love is here (via lovequotesrus)

(Source: sureth-ng, via superhotmess)


escafeism:

Reality hits me as soon as I open my eyes. Pain has been occupied to my physical being. As soon as I open my eyes, I felt numb. Even though I wanted to cry and break to sobs and hardly breathing, I just can’t. This is the point that my body has been tired all this time that they just stop functioning. My eyes are almost blood shot because of breaking down last night to the point it doesn’t shed a tear no more. This pain is worst than killing me. This pain is almost tearing my soul apart. I was hopeless. I was devastated. Even my mentality can’t think cleary as I look in the window beside on my bed. The sun is up, the light took the darkness away. Why this feelings can’t go away? Another day has come. Yet still.. I feel empty.

escafeism:

Reality hits me as soon as I open my eyes. Pain has been occupied to my physical being. As soon as I open my eyes, I felt numb. Even though I wanted to cry and break to sobs and hardly breathing, I just can’t. This is the point that my body has been tired all this time that they just stop functioning. My eyes are almost blood shot because of breaking down last night to the point it doesn’t shed a tear no more. This pain is worst than killing me. This pain is almost tearing my soul apart. I was hopeless. I was devastated. Even my mentality can’t think cleary as I look in the window beside on my bed. The sun is up, the light took the darkness away. Why this feelings can’t go away? Another day has come. Yet still.. I feel empty.

Him: I will never get tired of you, I promise.
Her: No, don't promise me that because you don't know yet what it's like to stay with me. You are not aware of my mood swings, of how often I degrade myself or blame myself for being left behind all the time. You have not been exposed to my dark side, that side of me which eats up all the happiness I am bound to feel, that side of me which leaves me empty and hollow inside every night. You don't know how depressed I am, or how often I struggle to not become a burden to the few people who managed to stay even if it hurts them, even if it's hard. I am a difficult person to deal with. I mess everything up every time. I shut people out. I push them away. So stop telling me all those promises because even I get tired of myself sometimes. What kind of assurance can you guarantee me that you won't?

kim-putcho:



Girl: Please, let him be happy
for the rest of his life.

Star: Give me a good reason
why I should grant your wish.

Girl: I love him. ♥

Star: Why don’t you just wish
for him to love you back?

Girl: ‘Coz I don’t want to receive
his love from a wish.

Breaks my heart. 💔

(via angeloloves)

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